I feel like I just found out Santa wasn’t real

You know that feeling of disappointment right? I’m sure we all remember that first time that we found out Santa wasn’t real. Well this is different. I just found out how my Uncle passed away. All this time I thought that he passed away from a stroke. I was told half the story. I had to pick up my Uncle’s death certificate and me being the nosey person I looked inside. There it was the first thing that caught my eye methamphetamine. My uncle passed away because of this stupid fucken drug. FUCK YOU! Do you wanna know how it feels to know that the person you once looked up to passed away because of a drug? It feels like shit. I see my uncle no differently I love him regardless I just wish there was something we as a family could have done. I was crying the whole time while we were driving home. I wanted to call my best friend but wait I don’t have one any more. I wanted to call my exBF but he’s not talking to me. Where do I turn from here?

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