my past
the thing that not very much people know it my past. It’s only what they see but not what goes on behind closed doors. My drama was so bad that I’ve had hate sites written about me. Girls hated me for all the wrong reasons. It was so bad that I was on suicide watch because my sister caught me trying to cut myself. I yelled at my parents when they took away the razor I told them how I wanted to die. They took me to the hospital right away. It’s made me stronger at the same time little things can make me break. This is why I seem like shit don’t phase me but really it does. I’m not going to cut myself but I do get depressed occasionally. I slip into total isolation. Where I don’t go out at all and refrain from answering my phone. It’s been like that since Thursday already.