August 2010
2 posts
WHY THE FUCK WOULD I CARE >:(
I don’t care who you talk to that’s your FUCKEN business not mines. stupid
I HATE SHADY BITCHES
ALL of you fucken cunts are shady as fucken hell. Especially YOU!! the very last fucken bastard I would have thought that would be shady. YOU COULD HAVE FUCKEN FOOLED ME!! Wait you did fool me!! I thought you were genuine, kind and nice. FUCK NO! You’re just as fucked up as each and every person who has personally screwed me over. The difference you NEVER fucken met me. SO YEAH FUCK YOU!...
July 2010
3 posts
On sunday I wanted to commit suicide
the only thing stopping me was my mom at the door. As soon as I unlocked that door, I wanted to write those letters. Then overdose like I’ve tried millions of times. But plans changed I opened the door and she was home. I kinda of wish she wasn’t. That’s how bad things have gotten.
yet another post about me. WONDERFUCKENFUL!
I feel like I just found out Santa wasn't real
You know that feeling of disappointment right? I’m sure we all remember that first time that we found out Santa wasn’t real. Well this is different. I just found out how my Uncle passed away. All this time I thought that he passed away from a stroke. I was told half the story. I had to pick up my Uncle’s death certificate and me being the nosey person I looked inside. There it...
June 2010
12 posts
Why did I get myself involved only to get hurt in...
I knew this was gonna happen. That eventually this whole FTF shit was gonna catch up to me. That my stupid ass fucken feelings will come back and bite me in the ass. I FUCKEN CALLED IT! I knew this was gonna happen. One thing happens and both of us blow shit out of proportion. You find out that I was at the club you’re mad at me. WHY!!! We’re not together. And I’m crying because...
why do I feel like my friendship with you is like...
I feel like I’m in a relationship when it comes to dealing with you. I’m crying because you stood me up then you finally text me and I’m happy again. Yet at the same time frustrated and debating if letting you back in is gonna be as simple as it sounds. WTF? WTF! WTF?! you’re my best friend or was I don’t really know where we stand.
FUCK NO! I had to vent
see this text message!! It’s from my best friend the very one who stood me up last week. FUCK >:( I don’t even know what to say. I’m sure she thinks that I don’t know that she did go to the beach with out me. She’s trying to make plans with me right now. Saying that she hasn’t seen me yet. IDK what to do. I hate girls fuck me. :(
this is why I still love my exBF
because even after all the dumb little girl drama I always have he still got my back. Since day one of our friendship. He’s hella pissed right now especially since he’s told me time and time again about certain people. But he said hopefully I learn my lesson this time.
You dumb trick ass hoe
You think you’re so high and mighty sitting on your throne. Funny people talk just as much maybe even more shit about you. Please continue to talk shit I’ll buy you a some mouth wash cause all that shit is stinking up your mouth
Fucken dandy Apparently I'm too fat to hAng out...
Cut with the fat jokes. Can you come up with any thing better than that? I know I’m fat I don’t need other people to tell me. I have mirrors for that. Seriously some people need to think of better comebacks.
Last night I had to talk to someone so I called my...
His first response was “what’d you do now?” So I told him the whole story then he goes on to say “I don’t know why you hang out with Mililani girls. they’re nothing but trouble to begin with. They’re all sluts and attention whores.” I gotta admit that made me giggle. I know only one person is gonna understand this since he’s the only one that...
Actually I feel bad if you want a less depressing...
I have a good feeling this one is gonna be so depressing.
my past
the thing that not very much people know it my past. It’s only what they see but not what goes on behind closed doors. My drama was so bad that I’ve had hate sites written about me. Girls hated me for all the wrong reasons. It was so bad that I was on suicide watch because my sister caught me trying to cut myself. I yelled at my parents when they took away the razor I told them how I...
the only thing that hurts me more is how people...
Regardless of the situation even if it has nothing to deal with him they love to bring him into things. It’s a way to make me look bad so that he will see me as an immature girl. It sucks because as much as I don’t want to admit I truly do love him and don’t want to lose him. I’ve already lost him as a boyfriend I can’t stand to lose him as a friend. I’m pretty...
NEWSFLASH: you have no friends.
nobody wants to surround themselves with negativity and bad energy but you on the other hand still gotta run the mouth and pretend you’re all hard shit.
NO HUNNY, you ain’t hard… YOU’RE JUST FAT.
stop fucking hating on her, on me, our friends, AND those who wants to get with us.
i mean if you were nicer and more fun to be with (aha like us) then you’d...
Bare with me I made two tumblrs
I’m strictly following my favorites on this one. mind my old post this was my first tumblr. I have decided to make a new one because people keep finding my main one. Please don’t give this out to any one. I’m tired of having to refrain my words because of what people might say.
October 2009
16 posts
:(
i’m truly disgusted with my body. i’m determined to stop eating and just lose weight. maybe then i’ll get noticed. this is no guilt trip kind of shit. i dont want people to feel sorry for me. but it’s how i feel.
how do i say this nicely?
ohh wait there is none.
LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. I DIDN’T DO SHIT.
i am not!!!
a slut, a boyfriend stealer or a homewrecker. every bad name in the book besides bitch i am not!! i am far from that. i dont want a boyfriend and i dont want one. i dont want to be with a guy nor do i need to be with one. i am fine being single and i am DEFINETLY enjoying it. my single means hanging out with my girls and enjoying the things i couldn’t do when i was with shaun. and trying to...
seriously
i dont want nor do i need a boyfriend. i am completely satisfied where i am. i love shaun yes i do and yes we’re friends. and yeah he still cares about me and i still do. and i wont do anything to jeoperdize that because i like where we are. i like being able to talk to him on a different level. it’s no longer i love yous but i dont care. he’s one of my best friends. and...
yuck
school can go to the deep darkest parts of earth. i hate college. it’s too much stress. my teachers are too strict and complicated. i swear one of them is slightly crazy.
11558.) I had to let him go.
blogsecret:
But I did not want to. He meant so much to me but he wasn’t treating me how I deserved to be treated. I hope he truly loves me. In my heart I will forever hope that maybe one day, he will wake up and see that I am the only person he wants to be with. And maybe just maybe me letting him go was really worth it. Because in the end, I am afraid that no one will make me feel as great as he...
i am fully aware
we’ve been together for 5 years &&& this break up has taken the greatest impact on me. i understand lots of people say don’t worry you guys will get back together. but i don’t even know where i see him in my future anymore. i love him. i truly do. but how can i trust someone who has completely broken my heart. idk where i went wrong. cause honestly i let him do what...
1/2 & 1/2
woke up early cause stacey said so. got ready for lunch date with reyna and chalaine went curry house, pearls, and ice garden nom nom came home got some rest woke up feeling extremely sick cramps, stomach ache, headache you name it i got it the exBF called to check up on me to make sure i’m ok. he’s gonna take me doctor on wednesday :))) kinda had an argument attempt to do HW tomorrow...
September 2009
13 posts
I don’t want you to think I said something to the police because I didn’t
Someone must really hate me to make the only guy I have ever loved turn his back against me. Someone has framed me
Looking at your pictures disappoints me. Your child is not an accesory. Yeah I don’t have a child but I would never and no mother should bring thier baby with them to go drinking. It disgust me more how you have pictures of you holding not only your baby but a beer. You had sex and everyone knows one of the possible outcomes is a baby. If you wanted to party n drink don’t have sex. I...
To the fellas at the clubs, do not treat dancing...
(via loveandcigarettes)
&&& this is why i’ve grown a fear of clubbing especially when me &&& my girls are too tipsy
i miss you
<333 baby girl
i wish God would have let me keep you. i guess he knew we weren’t ready. but now you’re my angel and watching over me & daddy. we’ll meet again i promise
:(((
i cried alot today. because we went together to the jewelry store to see how much we could sell it for. and then the lady asked why we didn’t want it anymore. and i wanted to break down and cry. but i whispered to her. we’re not together anymore. and she remembered us from when we bought that ring a year ago. she was talking to me while he went outside. and she told me we looked so...
i'm afraid
i dont want to walk away because i’m afraid of what you are gonna do with your life. for the longest time i felt more like you’re mother rather then your girlfriend. constantly trying to get your shit straight. and now that i dont wanna be your mother i’m afraid the next time i see you is when i turn on the TV and it says your either been arrested or something that i rather not...
10578.) You broke up with me for a plant, weed.
(via blogsecret)
sad :((( how i can relate. except i broke up with him. i guess a few minutes of high is better than me
August 2009
56 posts
Sweet Home Alabama
filmquotes:
Young Melanie: What do you want to be married to me for, anyhow? Young Jake: So I can kiss you anytime I want.
my heart melts when ever i watch this movie
“He makes me melt like a popsicle on the 4th of July.”
– Little Rascals (via iamblessed) (via heartwarming) (via filmquotes)