WHY THE FUCK WOULD I CARE >:(
I don’t care who you talk to that’s your FUCKEN business not mines. stupid
I don’t care who you talk to that’s your FUCKEN business not mines. stupid
ALL of you fucken cunts are shady as fucken hell. Especially YOU!! the very last fucken bastard I would have thought that would be shady. YOU COULD HAVE FUCKEN FOOLED ME!! Wait you did fool me!! I thought you were genuine, kind and nice. FUCK NO! You’re just as fucked up as each and every person who has personally screwed me over. The difference you NEVER fucken met me. SO YEAH FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU WITH A BIG FUCKEN STICK UP YOUR FUCKEN ASS >:(
the only thing stopping me was my mom at the door. As soon as I unlocked that door, I wanted to write those letters. Then overdose like I’ve tried millions of times. But plans changed I opened the door and she was home. I kinda of wish she wasn’t. That’s how bad things have gotten.

You know that feeling of disappointment right? I’m sure we all remember that first time that we found out Santa wasn’t real. Well this is different. I just found out how my Uncle passed away. All this time I thought that he passed away from a stroke. I was told half the story. I had to pick up my Uncle’s death certificate and me being the nosey person I looked inside. There it was the first thing that caught my eye methamphetamine. My uncle passed away because of this stupid fucken drug. FUCK YOU! Do you wanna know how it feels to know that the person you once looked up to passed away because of a drug? It feels like shit. I see my uncle no differently I love him regardless I just wish there was something we as a family could have done. I was crying the whole time while we were driving home. I wanted to call my best friend but wait I don’t have one any more. I wanted to call my exBF but he’s not talking to me. Where do I turn from here?
I knew this was gonna happen. That eventually this whole FTF shit was gonna catch up to me. That my stupid ass fucken feelings will come back and bite me in the ass. I FUCKEN CALLED IT! I knew this was gonna happen. One thing happens and both of us blow shit out of proportion. You find out that I was at the club you’re mad at me. WHY!!! We’re not together. And I’m crying because you don’t want to hear me out. FUCK FUCK FUCK :’(
I feel like I’m in a relationship when it comes to dealing with you. I’m crying because you stood me up then you finally text me and I’m happy again. Yet at the same time frustrated and debating if letting you back in is gonna be as simple as it sounds. WTF? WTF! WTF?! you’re my best friend or was I don’t really know where we stand.

see this text message!! It’s from my best friend the very one who stood me up last week. FUCK >:( I don’t even know what to say. I’m sure she thinks that I don’t know that she did go to the beach with out me. She’s trying to make plans with me right now. Saying that she hasn’t seen me yet. IDK what to do. I hate girls fuck me. :(
because even after all the dumb little girl drama I always have he still got my back. Since day one of our friendship. He’s hella pissed right now especially since he’s told me time and time again about certain people. But he said hopefully I learn my lesson this time.
You think you’re so high and mighty sitting on your throne. Funny people talk just as much maybe even more shit about you. Please continue to talk shit I’ll buy you a some mouth wash cause all that shit is stinking up your mouth